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Community => Off Topic => Topic started by: Evlesoa on December 04, 2007, 10:10:44 pm
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Yeah i know, you're prob going OMFG EVLESOA IS BACK OH NOES HE IS GOING TO CAUSE HELL!!
Let me answer that for you. No.
I am NOT playing trem, i've moved on and busy with college courses i take right now, and unfortunately im not doing so great in my normal classes, lol :P
Anyway... This is the only post im making here, and i've grown up. I am tending to "exclude" myself from the real world, and the internet world and just stick to developing our private Diablo II / Dark Age of Camelot Server. Other than that, im OK but depressed due to being evicted out of our apartment. My mom is working at La Guardia college and New York State has given us Section 8 priority 0 thingy. So moving for like the 50th time...
I know you all hate me, but as i said, i am pretty much tired of babbling and arguing things i cant win even if im wrong or right.
So how have you people been? Please keep the topic clean, im just interested in what you guys are doing. Do not flame, insult, or be rude to this topic or me.
Like i said, what's up?
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Welcome back... punk ;D
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Don't worry about Evlesoa coming back just yet, Juice. The proper way to summon him would be to say 'Evlesoa, Evlesoa, Evlesoa!'.
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WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, ANN!?
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Hmm... *remembers line from Ernest Scared Stupid*:
Ernest: She told me about this troll with red beede eyes and walkes like this. And that little booger lives right, down, there. BUT! He can only be awaken on the night before Halloween.
Elisabeth: Like tonight
Ernest: When a Worrel.
Elisabeth: Like you.
Ernest: Places his head on a tree... like this. And says ya I call thee forth Trantor. But what are the chances of that happening!
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HI MY LOVE!!!!!!! U TAUT ME HOW 2 AIMHAX TY!@!!!!@@ I DONT GET CUAT!!!!!
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Hey, uh, did your account get deleted or something, Ev? I noticed you have a post count of 1. And please don't mind my lame joke quoted earlier in this thread. :P I'm nice, really.
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Yeah it appears i was IP banned at first, then that ban was lifted, but account was still banned. Then account was deleted i guess, so i just remade it. So how is everyone? Like whats new? Soviet told me that you guys are full of new players and stuff, i mean i havent played trem since like... I forgot when was the last time i played, but yeah... Just wondering how its goin i guess
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I noz Soviet. He doesn't play anymore, though.
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Ofc not, he is with our private diablo II server, and donated 50$ lol
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OMFG EVLESOA IS BACK OH NOES HE IS GOING TO CAUSE HELL!!
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Hmm... *remembers line from Ernest Scared Stupid*:
Ernest: She told me about this troll with red beede eyes and walkes like this. And that little booger lives right, down, there. BUT! He can only be awaken on the night before Halloween.
Elisabeth: Like tonight
Ernest: When a Worrel.
Elisabeth: Like you.
Ernest: Places his head on a tree... like this. And says ya I call thee forth Trantor. But what are the chances of that happening!
+1
Welcome to being my hero.
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Don't worry about Evlesoa coming back just yet, Juice. The proper way to summon him would be to say 'Evlesoa, Evlesoa, Evlesoa!'.
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WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, ANN!?
STEELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ANN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ANN STEELY !!!
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Here is a nice update for you...
It goes like so...
I am sick, i have a really bad sore throat. I get really painful headaches at school, and I get temperature that goes up, then drops, then back up near the evening. So i stayed at home today...
I got up, and i started going through my back pack...
Suddenly i found a math paper (i am failing math) and i gave it to my mom and showed her it. The paper was completely empty.
So she looked at it, and commented like what sort of stuff she was doing and how easy it was.
Then i told her, this stuff is confusing because the way the school is teaching the subject.
So I offered her to show her an example, and then she starts SCREAMING her lungs off at why I didnt do it on a notepad and how its not dicipline because I did it on the paper...
Then she tells me to do them all, and i explain its not homework or anything... Guess what's next?
Starts to pick on me and my computer by saying how much time i spend (I have my reasons why i spend so much time) and then she goes and unplugs everything
Once she did that, she tells me how much of an arrogant fuck i am (in my own words) and tells me how im like a vampire, leeching off of her
Eventually I just tell her, you're losing. By this i mean that she cannot emotionally break me (she was trying to get me to cry or something retarded), and I was just thinking "when will you fuck off?" She starts to break down even more so she runs up to my computer and then starts to just pull it from under the desk and throws the monitor off the desk which smashes against the ground (no "real" damage done, plugs probably messed up a bit due to force-ful yanking out of the sockets)
So, now I have nothing to lose... I just want to drop out of school, and im not kidding. This is so stressful on me not to mention she tells me shit like "I just want to beat you to death you ingrate" or something on that line...
Sooo, I prob wont be on for a few days, maybe a week or 2. We dont have a choice but to live at some person's house that she just met not too long ago (and believe me, i do NOT feel comfortable with this). I dont know, I get this rush of adrenaline where my hands just start shaking and im ready to beat the shit out of my mom. I know it doesnt sound too nice, but man... i CANT take it. She goes completely berserk on me with her over-reacting and I feel suicidal because of this. Im not trying to do a pity party here, but I cannot stand this.
Did i mention that our room mate has cancer (in the colon, which he is under healing at moment, and went through surgery), and since he took advantage of her earlier (like many many many years ago) she still wants to get back at him by calling him a flaming cock and what not. My mom constantly threatens to just send me back to russia where i would face constant farm work, be under pressure or w/e...
I feel depressed, that's all there is to it.
She's trying to kick me out and get me to go to work, but she doesnt understand it's so hard to get work around this cursed town...
FUCK
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Nitrox, that's not even close to funny. That's just a retarded thing to say, especially at these moments.
Evlesoa, I never really got to know you or anything but i still wish you a lot of good luck. I already think most of the people have already given you a second chance here so you can stick around if you want.
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Hai Evlesoa. Wassup? :3
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Hai Evlesoa. Wassup? :3
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Sooo, I prob wont be on for a few days, maybe a week or 2.
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The tremulous forums are not the place to dump your private life. Especially not if you're in a bad situation. I suggest you keep to closer friends than the community here evle since these here are at the moment back to neutral but will spring to hostile in no time. If you do stick around don't be an asshat like last time and i think it can work out at least partly.
As a preemptive warning on your behaviour. The moderators currently have gained ban privilege and since you have previously been banned i doubt anyone on the team will tolerate much from a known disruptive element from the past.
As for general advice. Just do some work, even a little helps out both mentally and moneywise and the kind doesn't matter. It's a base for further employment in any case. It might also deliver some new friends or enemies, both of which you can never have enough. Just try to act normal and hope your life picks up again :)
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Yay, its the guy who turned the server's knockback to -99999 when we were winning :D
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Its just the fact that my mom is a goddamn idiot because she rushed to new york, thinking 40k a year, EXCLUDING debts that she has is enough to keep 3 people alive in an apartment that is 1 bedroom, at the cost of 1,300 dollars a month. WTF are was she thinking??
I gotta use this laptop (friend's) and im not bringin my life into this, but my life sure is on the edge of just fallin off a cliff like he said... if it gets worse, its a guarantee im not gonna be usin a computer for a year or something
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1300 dollars... thats my salary at good times ^^
btw check out purepwnage dot com as an illustration of gamer life ^^... might learn something from that maybe. ::)
i feel sorry but get a job.
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Please go back to CheatersUtopia/MPC/whereever you beg for hacks these days.
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Yarou i wont even bother arguing with you...
What i think of you, I wont bother saying, as i dont want a flame war. I do please ask you, don't bring up this hacking crap, grow up will you?
@Optimus
First of all, you dont understand. I cannot get a job.
Reasons as to why:
1. I go to bed at 9 PM
2. I get up at 5 AM
3. I get home at 2 PM (takes an hour to get home)
4. 2 Times a week I come home at 5 PM Because of college-class i take outside of school
5. I am loaded with homework
6. In a town that is "bankrupt"
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Well get a job after you finish college then.
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Im not IN college yet, i take out-side school activity called CollegeNow and i get 3 credits a semester...
So thats another set back, im almost 17 in jan (4th) and then i can get a job a lot easier
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Drop out of that useless activity called College Now, and stop overloading yourself with work. Start doing your work instead of whining about having so much work. All of this sounds like a lazy excuse (e.g., it's so hard to find a job here). I've used them before, too. :angel:
You can't tell others to grow up if you haven't first. And you haven't. Don't kid yourself.
So many other people have problems far worse than yours. This doesn't mean your problems are consequently sapped of importance. It's your life, so your problems are automatically more important than others'. But...they deal with it. Stop being a fucking pussy and do something about your life. Unless you enjoy feeling sad and stressed. If that is the case, then your actions are perfectly reasonable.
Actually, y am i even typing dis
dis is foolish ok
y g0 2 internetz g4ming f0rumz (for a game at which you suck and in which everyone dislikes you)
3v3ry0n3 h4s th3 c4p4b1l1ty t0 s0lv3 th31r 0wn pr0bl3ms
P.S. Sorry for summoning Evlesoa
I knew it would happen BUT I DIDN'T LISTEN
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Why would i drop out of an Activity that is at Queen's College in new york? I get COLLEGE credits from that buddy.
Second, i can't stop whining because i have REGENTS, something that you have NO clue about because you dont live in cali / ny. And these regents, normally i take next year, i take in a month.
Thirdly, its not an excuse that i cannot find a job when im living in a town that doesnt accept people under 17 or 18 for work. I've looked, and i've been accepted... WHEN I TURN 18! Why is this? Due to the high crime / gang activity in this place and the fact that they say work permit isnt enough. I can come back to the stores and work... School starts at 6:45, so its not wonder i get up at 5 AM.
You dont live my life, you have no right to tell me that i am slacking and this crap. Also, you dont have boiling water thrown at you. Also my school has metal detectors, and police who patrol the school. Do you?
Also you're not an immigrant, and also you're not someone who has no relatives in this country
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Why would i drop out of an Activity that is at Queen's College in new york? I get COLLEGE credits from that buddy.
Second, i can't stop whining because i have REGENTS, something that you have NO clue about because you dont live in cali / ny. And these regents, normally i take next year, i take in a month.
Thirdly, its not an excuse that i cannot find a job when im living in a town that doesnt accept people under 17 or 18 for work. I've looked, and i've been accepted... WHEN I TURN 18! Why is this? Due to the high crime / gang activity in this place and the fact that they say work permit isnt enough. I can come back to the stores and work... School starts at 6:45, so its not wonder i get up at 5 AM.
You dont live my life, you have no right to tell me that i am slacking and this crap. Also, you dont have boiling water thrown at you. Also my school has metal detectors, and police who patrol the school. Do you?
Also you're not an immigrant, and also you're not someone who has no relatives in this country
Lol.
I lived in NY/NYC for 18 years, so I know a good amount about the school system there. I know these things:
The regents are a JOKE.
College Credit from a College Now program in Queens College means shit, ESPECIALLY if you're already failing your normal classes.
I had to wake up 5 AM everyday to go to high school, too. Yeah, I've had boiling water thrown at me. Big deal.
Stop making excuses for yourself. If you're worried about the regents, you are definitely "slacking off." Go work in another town if yours won't let you...the subway and bus system exist for a reason.
Once again, you haven't matured...at all.
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Ahh apple... silly apple.
Im not worried about regents buddy, its that im in an accelerated class and im not really prepared for this crap.
There really isnt anything to argue about with you, as you have been "living everywhere".
There are some sad truths to my life that i wont bother telling you.
Also, I am soooo dumb, because i actually thought maturity meant: Having reached full natural growth or development, which no, at 16 years of age i have not reached maturity. I started puberty at 15, are you so incompetant to think that maturity ends at 16, or 18? Have you forgot about the genes that affect one person's development? Have you forgot i have NEVER lived in such an environment? Have you forgot that european customs are different from american?
Perhaps you need to do more reading.
P.S. I did not know maturity was dependant on how endurant you are in life. Because in that case, I'm like an egg. I break. I do not have a heart of steel, or a brain of einstein. I have EMOTIONS buddy, maybe you dont. And you're a "something" if you actually think that a 25-30 year old MAN can battle with a 16 year old KID. Good luck my friend, you americans astound me. Congratulations, you should go to the army then, Mr. Im-the-1337est-shit-of-the-21st-century-who-has-no-fucking-human-emotions-and-is-stubborn
You people disgust me.
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I don't really know what the fuck you're talking about now. This is vintage Evlesoa.
Normally I would continue the conversation, but you're kind of dumb.
P.S. You probably shouldn't be in an accelerated class if you're failing...and yes, I have lived in NY...(I don't know where "living everywhere" comes from)
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Also, I am soooo dumb, because i actually thought maturity meant: Having reached full natural growth or development, which no, at 16 years of age i have not reached maturity. I started puberty at 15, are you so incompetant to think that maturity ends at 16, or 18? Have you forgot about the genes that affect one person's development? Have you forgot i have NEVER lived in such an environment? Have you forgot that european customs are different from american?
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You seem good at biology/psychology. You should try out for those.
And atleast I had a heart and removed my posts :'(
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I don't really know what the fuck you're talking about now. This is vintage Evlesoa.
Normally I would continue the conversation, but you're kind of dumb.
P.S. You probably shouldn't be in an accelerated class if you're failing...and yes, I have lived in NY...(I don't know where "living everywhere" comes from)
Now apple, i would normally yell at you, but I at least have a full brain with a bit of common sense.
What you dont know, is that i have a 90 average in health, 90 average in Accelerated English, and a 95 in accelerated english cinema history. What you dont know as well, is that im failing math and spanish.
Secondly, I have a 92 average on bio regents, and a 89 on my earth sci regents. Did i say you DIDNT know that? Why ofc you would know that, you're a fucking genius!!
Also, i have a 99 average in english previous year (non accelerated) and i had a 94 in earth sci.
Did i mention a 98 in psychology thru film?
Now before you say some other random half-assed thought of yours, why don't you consider those facts?
TBH im sick of your attitude for the last year or something, but hey, I rather not say something that might upset you, after all a 25-30 year old man who doesnt know shit about how life was with your FAMILY working under KGB, and how being kicked off of a train on the middle of the border from russia / latvia, and how being on the railroad for 4 days waiting for another train, would actually know this because Apple here, is a GENIUS!
Congratulations apple, i think you really need a kudos for knowing how my life went while being under the soviet union and being scared shit-less because you might die for a "random" reason.
Then again, you have me pretty pissed. So il just sit back, and wait for another "half-assed" thought of yours to come through and lets hope you have something smart to say, because ignorant 30 year old pricks would know everything, am i wrong?
P.S. I love you too apple
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Lol.
I'm 18 years old.
The only things your grades prove is that you have a history of doing well in bullshit classes.
I wasn't trying to insult you or anything..I think you missed the point of my comments. Instead of playing on/running a Diablo II/DAoC server...instead of coming to a gaming forum to complain about your life...instead of taking courses for college credit (which don't even matter once you're in college) when you're failing two high school classes...take action. Stop wallowing in self-pity, and stop expecting the pity of others. People who say "Good luck, hope you do well in this terrible time" are full of shit. Those kinds of comments won't help you.
You shouldn't assume too many things about people. My comments were based on what you said, but I have no idea what your comments are based on. Lol. Yeah, you have had a hard life...so many people have hard lives. Do you expect people to cry for you? The only ignorant one here is you.
My advice: stop fishing for pity on a FORUM FOR A GAME.
P.S. By "you haven't matured," I meant you haven't really progressed from the juvenile state you were in when you graced this forum in the past.
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Perhaps you dont understand (again)...
I do NOT run a diablo II server. My computer runs a TeamSpeak server, which i rarely use myself, i run it for others.
Also, i DONT play games that much. I spend a lot on my comp, yes, but i dont play games.
You dont seem to understand my passion lies in being an IT Technician, or Comp Networking. I dont give a fuck about spanish or math. I fail them, k, il just take em next year.
I can get my GED so easily... i mean ffs, i dont care if i fuck up school! Il get my GED, and go on.
Here is an example: http://www.perscholas.org/
Getting a GED is so easy these days, its the way out of school. I hate new york, il never do shit to progress in life in new york. I hate it, i hate it, i wish it burned down.
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Congratulations apple, i think you really need a kudos for knowing how my life went while being under the soviet union and being scared shit-less because you might die for a "random" reason.
+lol+
as you are under 18, and now it's 2007... i dont think u've been living in the CCCP so much :-*
+lol+
and probably if you spent LOT on your comp u r not in a so bad situation, thnx god :-)
but oh well, my life was sweet at those "communism" times, i took some red flags to the Lenin sculpture and thats it :-D everybody knew it's a crap and will end in no days. but i wouldn't say things got a lot better.
and btw when i was like sixteen, i had basically no money, i could get drunk once a week and that's all :-) and i din't even needed any cash cuz i was doing so many things that i wouldn't even have time to spend it.
oh my god i wanna be 16 again, now i would know how to handle all those cute chicks :-)
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Also, i DONT play games that much. I spend a lot on my comp, yes, but i dont play games.
Do you also run teamspeak for porn?
You dont seem to understand my passion lies in being an IT Technician, or Comp Networking. I dont give a fuck about spanish or math. I fail them, k, il just take em next year.
Get used to dealing with stuff you don't like then.
I can get my GED so easily... i mean ffs, i dont care if i fuck up school! Il get my GED, and go on.
You will definitely care later. Especially if you want to be in the tech field and you have what it takes. The classes you take matter, when you end up having to take another year and being screwed out of more tuition because you didn't get competent in highschool. The knowledge matters. If you plan on going to a good school.. a second language matters, and it only gets harder in college.
ANYWAY.. this thread is lockbait. Its just everyone sniping at each other and the original point is sort of moot anyway. I feel bad about locking stuff i respond to because it means no one can respond to my comments, so i'll give you a day to turn this thread into something useful or send it down in a blaze of glory.
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TBH im sick of your attitude for the last year or something, but hey, I rather not say something that might upset you, after all a 25-30 year old man who doesnt know shit about how life was with your FAMILY working under KGB, and how being kicked off of a train on the middle of the border from russia / latvia, and how being on the railroad for 4 days waiting for another train, would actually know this because Apple here, is a GENIUS!
Ohh come on for fuck sakes the USSR ended in 1992. You're speaking of things that happened 15 years ago and you still didn't get over it ....
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Why would i drop out of an Activity that is at Queen's College in new york? I get COLLEGE credits from that buddy.
Second, i can't stop whining because i have REGENTS, something that you have NO clue about because you dont live in cali / ny. And these regents, normally i take next year, i take in a month.
Thirdly, its not an excuse that i cannot find a job when im living in a town that doesnt accept people under 17 or 18 for work. I've looked, and i've been accepted... WHEN I TURN 18! Why is this? Due to the high crime / gang activity in this place and the fact that they say work permit isnt enough. I can come back to the stores and work... School starts at 6:45, so its not wonder i get up at 5 AM.
You dont live my life, you have no right to tell me that i am slacking and this crap. Also, you dont have boiling water thrown at you. Also my school has metal detectors, and police who patrol the school. Do you?
Also you're not an immigrant, and also you're not someone who has no relatives in this country
things like this reassure me in my gratefulness towards whoever/whatever that made me be born in europe :angel:
oh my god i wanna be 16 again, now i would know how to handle all those cute chicks :-)
QFT ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D - same here ;)
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Yeah, ended in 1992, but shit was still uprising until 1995-1996, where the KGB was also disbaneded late 1994
I was born Jan 1991, and i DO remember stuff when i was 3 years old, and 4 years old. I remember when i was able to walk
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This ends here. Evle, this is not the place to spill any beans on your life. Do that in the real world with people who can know about your situation and who can actually do something with it. Locked