OP: Congrats. U r nao teh mystically aware.
To return to a previous state of blissful ignorance, now spend several years disbelieving that which u nao believe.
When you accept that you know nothing, you then know everything, except whether or not you have the sense of humor to accept that existence itself is naught but a cruel joke. If one can still believe in a Creator or Greater Force at that point, the greater question then becomes whether or not that entity is testing your capacity for neophilia. Whether or not such an entity is a metaforce of the mind integrating its own parts is entirely debatable, but appears at present to be non-falsifiable.
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Of course such dichotomous thinking is caused by the this-or-that labeling mechanism of the fight-or-flee response, which, due to a fondness for low whole numbers, attempts to categorize the multiplicity of the omniverse into a few concise boxes (preferably two, if at all possible). Due to bilateral symmetry in many species, this can also be seen as a battle between the hemispheres of the brain and the attempt to control this reality-tunnel bipartisanism by the overarching structures of the self-perceiving consciousness.