Meh...
I'm going to leave, I'm not going to leave, I'm making a nice project, I'm canceling my project, I'm making it again, I'm not making it anymore, I'm going to leave.
Could you decide on something, that kind of behaviour is usually reserved for small children at the negative stage seeking constant attention.
And all that deleting of posts... Stop being an emo. Stay or leave but stop craving for attention.