TyrranzzX, please don't judge the community of Tremulous by the heartless cruelty of these members who've replied to you.
I understand that this computer game, which you downloaded and played for no cost, has offended your fragile gaming sensibilities. It promised a fun time, and a fun time isn't what you got. The game, it... it cut you. Deep, deep down. It brought your hopes up so high only to knock them back into the dirt. And now you're alone, and broken, and confused. And scared.
But it's ok, TyrranzzX. There are people out here, people who care. People who want to help you get up out of that dirt and back on the road to recovery. Tremulous can never be forgiven for the hurt it caused you, but with our help, hopefully you can put it behind you and move on into a wonderful, productive life.
Now quit yer bitchin'.