I missed the Alliance of Defiance. I know it is unintelligent to bring a clan back even once, and how unimaginably foolish it will seem to bring it back a second time.
I had a pretty good thing going with NT, and I hate to leave Dracone so soon. Drac's a great leader, and he's a nice guy, too. I am fully aware of how unreliable I have been, and this is my insignificant apology.
It does not matter what clan I promise loyalty, members of other clans will hate me for not choosing their banner instead. The only solution is to be myself, and this is the only way I know how.
I recognize my failures as a leader, and to be honest, I'm not sure if I can surmount those roadblocks. I am not a adequate tactician, and my skills are on par at best. I have trouble putting troublemakers in their place, and I am not a recruiter by any means. I have never attracted many skilled members. (Though several have become skilled while in the clan.) I have never led a clan that top players have even considered joining when their clan dies/isn't right for them.
I know that no matter how we try, we will not overcome a clan like AA, or OPP. I don't know if it is strategy we lack most, or raw skill, but there is something. I cannot say I don't care if we win. I want to win, of course, I just don't know how.
Basically, I want everyone to know that I understand the foolishness of my actions. I do intend to proceed with them, however, and I will try my best. I am asking that if you are a skilled player, at least talk with me and the other clan leaders, and consider all your options, before you join AA. They have a monopoly on talent right now, and I implore you to join someone that needs you.
If anyone thinks they can help us: teaching scrim strategies, introducing new bases, organization (such as practices), general playing, or in any other way; I am in no way too proud to accept your help, and, regardless of who you are, here your suggestions and try them out.