1. YOu dont deserver to have a server.
2. If you are noob, you are noob, get over it.
3. If you fail at reading/running stickys is not our fault
4. YOu arent our boss and you cant telll us what to do.
5. If you dont give more info from your part you cant get more help.
If 'Tac cant help you (since he is the most active member on this forum that uses a mac), he cant, and i specially cant because i've never used a Mac.
Just go rent a server, just get over that you fail at following guides/setting up servers.