OK. Thats it. I have tried, hell I
have been reasonable and diplomatic, but this is the final straw. Forgive me if this seems personal, but
you have made it so.
That's nice. You made major changes, behind out back, merely by an "assumtion." I jumped on the channel, said "hi" on multiple occasions, with no reply. Doesn't mean I wasn't interested in Tremulous, maybe it means you wouldn't talk to me, so I figured I wouldn't talk to you. I made those posts, because I was sick of the lack of communication and wanted to get things rolling again.
Twelve months ago, you joined my project. You started a design which was never finished, and the beginnings of a few models. After 6-7 months I decided this was less than impressive, so I gave you pep talk. You didn't show me anything. Two weeks passed, and I gave you more "encouragement". You didn't show me anything. As if I hadn't done so already, I gave up on you. Thereafter I had nothing to say to you. If you had been interested in development and were actually doing something you were entirely free to tell me so - but you didn't.
By not telling us, whether we asked you or not... you did the wrong thing. Period. Until you actually apoligize instead of justifying it, I will always hold it against you.
What in the hell do I have to apologise for? I have done nothing but give you second chance and third chance and fourth chance to produce. I have gone out of my way to help you out and give you the benefit of the doubt. And what do you do? You ask
ME to apologise. What sort of crazy bullshit is that?
...by not telling us of the occurrences that were going on...
Buy a book on grammar and read it.
And Timbo, get this into your skull, there were no models in game, yes, but there fucking is models on my hard drive . I was learning how to skinmap. If you so desperately thought Tremulous was going to fail, you could have recruited someone else to help take the load off of me. Yeah, you did, you replaced me and all the work I did in one fell swoop, and for 2 months you failed to tell me. I had models, they eventually would have been in game. I was working. And can you be so blind, and jump to conclusions, thinking I'm not working?
If I scanned in a hand written algorithm design and showed it to you, would that mean anything? No it wouldn't - in the real world that hasn't helped anything. Hell I could show you a pile of paper an inch thick of scribbles and designs, but without the actual completed, working code it doesn't mean a thing. Its like baking a cake without mixing any of the ingredients.
Now I can model for mapobjects, because that's the only position available for me. Funfun.
If you didn't want this, you had a year to make models of a different nature, but you didn't. You have
absolutely nobody to blame for this but yourself - stop shifting the blame.
And what happened to my beautiful plan? You changed it, you manipulated it, you raped it all behind my back. Then you throw me away like a piece of trash. Then justify it, pretending nothing wrong was done, because the models on my hard drive weren't in game.. the only thing that mattered. I always thought of the plan as my personal pride and joy. I loved that thing. Now I can't see it "until it's done." The plan that Timbo came to me for, is now warped in the hands of others, without my input. It's hard to explain, but I angers me that you touch something I sweated blood over many a night, and spontaneously decide to change it one day, and say "hell with what carc thinks". My plan. Dear god, what did you do to my plan. That meant everything to me. And you don't tell me about that either. I lost my plan, it was given to Tremulous, and Tremulous kicks me out. Veda's plan, instead, is replacing parts of it.
"Your" beautiful plan still exists as already pointed out. You can do with it what you wish.
* kicked inactive members (those who aren't in actuality working)
I'll be blunt. Of the members deserving to be kicked when a "team" structure existed, you were at the top of the list. You even admited to, and I quote "procrastination" and general lack of effort, but those posts have now been conviniently blanked.
So you dump me, and say that I have done nothing for Tremulous. Bullshit. I have done much for Tremulous, you just haven't seen it yet.
I have brought peace and goodwill toward all men whilst making cold fusion a reality and working out the Hubble constant to 3 decimal places, you just haven't seen it yet.
And one last thing. If you don't like people claiming a mod as theirs, then who gives you the right to kick everyone out of the mod?
Did I ever say I don't like people clamining a mod as theirs? Uh no I didn't. A mod is owned by those who put effort and work into creating it.
I guess this is in fact your mod, Timbo. You must have thought that I wasn't worth the effort to tell. You were wrong.
I was right.
I have nothing against you Timbo, or what you did, but how you did impacted me the most.
If you have nothing against me or what I did, why the insulting flames? Stop contradicting yourself and get your facts straight.
I am greatly offended and hurt that you didn't tell me what was going on
Will you
please stop all this melodramatic bullshit.
and that I couldn't participate in discussion over the plan, which you know I hold very, very close.
If it was so incredibly important to you then why was it not significantly updated since June?
(wish you would have done it sooner, it wouldn't have come to this).
If he had, you would have been just as bitchy and over dramatic as you are being now. Don't try and deny it.
Maybe I should find another mod that might actually respect my ideas, instead of mutilating them merely because if personal taste.
With the amount of self-centered, delusional, irrational, stupifying nonsense you have posted over the past week, I'm beginning to wish you would.
Your immaturity in how you handled the situation is quite obvious, there was a better way, but you failed to see it. And you can't admit to it.
Immaturity? Jesus, coming from you - that is not even funny.
I wish I could say I am finished with Tremulous, but I have held this mod very dear to me for the last year... I can't just leave it.
Oh please, just leave it. Veda has even offered you the chance to animate a model
after a multitude of chances from me. And what do you do? You insult him on a public forum. I for one have had
ENOUGH.
I feel as if I have a valid reason to be agry, it pisses me off that you merely ignore this fact and point fingers at me. Give me some more dignity then that.
You do have a valid reason to be angry, but only with yourself. Why do you think people are pointing fingers at you?
If you are still so dearly, closely, importantly, [more meaningless adjectives], sexually attached to "your" plan, then why not make it a reality? There is absolutely nothing stopping you (certainly not I) from continuing where you left off, albeit without me. None of your existing work is wasted and you can do wth you like with the plan (including all the stupid unrealistic ideas). I'm serious, if it is
that important to you then keep going and quit with the out pourings of self pity here.
I've put up with this for a week, but after the above post enough is enough. If you want to delude yourself further then do it elsewhere. I am not going to listen to you ANY more. Reply if you like, but from my pov at any rate you are just gonna be wearing out your keyboard.
