Here is a nice update for you...
It goes like so...
I am sick, i have a really bad sore throat. I get really painful headaches at school, and I get temperature that goes up, then drops, then back up near the evening. So i stayed at home today...
I got up, and i started going through my back pack...
Suddenly i found a math paper (i am failing math) and i gave it to my mom and showed her it. The paper was completely empty.
So she looked at it, and commented like what sort of stuff she was doing and how easy it was.
Then i told her, this stuff is confusing because the way the school is teaching the subject.
So I offered her to show her an example, and then she starts SCREAMING her lungs off at why I didnt do it on a notepad and how its not dicipline because I did it on the paper...
Then she tells me to do them all, and i explain its not homework or anything... Guess what's next?
Starts to pick on me and my computer by saying how much time i spend (I have my reasons why i spend so much time) and then she goes and unplugs everything
Once she did that, she tells me how much of an arrogant fuck i am (in my own words) and tells me how im like a vampire, leeching off of her
Eventually I just tell her, you're losing. By this i mean that she cannot emotionally break me (she was trying to get me to cry or something retarded), and I was just thinking "when will you fuck off?" She starts to break down even more so she runs up to my computer and then starts to just pull it from under the desk and throws the monitor off the desk which smashes against the ground (no "real" damage done, plugs probably messed up a bit due to force-ful yanking out of the sockets)
So, now I have nothing to lose... I just want to drop out of school, and im not kidding. This is so stressful on me not to mention she tells me shit like "I just want to beat you to death you ingrate" or something on that line...
Sooo, I prob wont be on for a few days, maybe a week or 2. We dont have a choice but to live at some person's house that she just met not too long ago (and believe me, i do NOT feel comfortable with this). I dont know, I get this rush of adrenaline where my hands just start shaking and im ready to beat the shit out of my mom. I know it doesnt sound too nice, but man... i CANT take it. She goes completely berserk on me with her over-reacting and I feel suicidal because of this. Im not trying to do a pity party here, but I cannot stand this.
Did i mention that our room mate has cancer (in the colon, which he is under healing at moment, and went through surgery), and since he took advantage of her earlier (like many many many years ago) she still wants to get back at him by calling him a flaming cock and what not. My mom constantly threatens to just send me back to russia where i would face constant farm work, be under pressure or w/e...
I feel depressed, that's all there is to it.
She's trying to kick me out and get me to go to work, but she doesnt understand it's so hard to get work around this cursed town...
FUCK