If you're friends outside of Tremulous, and Tremulous doesn't matter, why must you clan together in Tremulous. I'm not on the same sports teams as all of my friends.
Not many people will try to get better, because they are truly ones who accept it as "just a game" when skill doesn't matter. None of you saw it this way entirely, because just about your entire roster has trained with me, trying to get better.
Yarou you have complained to me in the past that you aren't what you wish you were, and even admitted envy for legends of the past, and included Orc. I sympathize with this, and I think we should be friends, but it's difficult because I openly admit that I care to be good, and you deny caring.
You may see it as just a game now, but I don't think you always did, and are just using that as a rationalizing for the teamstacking you are doing with the clan scene. Do we glitch build and decon and ban players for no reason, with the same rationale? You might, but most of us don't.
I will be the first, no matter what ridicule it brings me, to say that I care about my personal skill in Tremulous as well as the balance of the clan scene. It will always be my mission to defeat the clan that everyone is joining (hopefully showing others that there is a way to reach the top other than joining it) I'm sure there are others out there who feel similar to me. If not, I will fight alone.

No hatreds towards any of you. I feel hurt by some that have shown me I'm not as close to them as I thought, but I don't hate any of you.